paranoid

for every little possible rash that MIGHT just be chicken pox. this is NOT the time especially when i have a lot going on around the corner. oh please spare me...have mercy on me

of not making it for my flight

of having my holidays cancelled. ALMOST ALMOST had my leave cancelled when there was an unexpected shortage of manpower...

please please... i've been waiting for this long awaited break for a very long time... i dont want to be sick at this special time.