May

Ok May updates before the month is over. I have been pretty lazy in updating lately

• exams were a bitch. i got lost in UM. took my first exams in 4 years. damn going back to studying again for exams is so difficult. but tembak-ing the answers were a breeze. 1a was okay lah but by the time it was time for the 1b paper, i was cold, hungry and my brain was numb. needless to say, i predict that i would be spending another 3-4k for exams next january.
• my molars on my left side has been giving problems. its especially sensitive when i drink/eat hot or cold drinks/food. went to the dentist today and found out my filling has worn off. so, my dentist removed the filling, driiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilled and redo my filling and somemore driiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilling. i blame my toothache to work. this is the equation: work = stress = chronic teeth grinding in sleep = worn out filling = toothache.
• in the same setting, my dentist told me my teeth are pretty clean. bangga oh me. then she procede to tell me that the gums has receeded due to "over-brushing" (is there such a thing?) causing the neck of the teeth to show. damn. it was a like a "would you like the good news or the bad news first" moment for me. damn it. shall make a concious effort to change my brushing technique. i want to keep my teeth until i die.
• i have been dreaming about work lately. once i dreamt that my specialist came to the ward to check on his patients during the weekend, when he is not oncall. the recently i dreamt i overdosed a patient on his chemo by prescribing the wrong dose. shites man... i need a break
• ...and the break is coming soon. i'm so glad that my leave is confirmed and approved. i cant wait for this break that i actually dreamt about it. i dreamt that i realised that i had left my passport when i was already at the airport. so now, the passport is always in my mind....