Monday, August 23, 2010

emotionally confused

Honestly, I have been pretty lazy lately (lately only?) to post. It's just that there's nothing interesting to right about. Sometimes, when there's something to write about, I just don't feel like writing about it koz I'm feeling all upset and emotional...

Lately, I've been feeling pretty jiwang. Emotional. Sensitive. Had a very bad day last week at work. I have never ever cried because of work or even at work before. Ever. As far as I can remember la. No need details but I realised that I took it quite personally. I still feel guilt, feel sad, feel bad for her. But at the same time happy. Tell me, how could I not be emotionally and mentally confused about this situation? Honestly at times I didn't know what to feel anymore. Numb, yet feeling.

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